Thanks..
Guess I'm sorry.
"Both of them stood at the doorway, staring deeply into the eyes of their beloved person. Rain continued to fall as they stood in silence, a silence which they had not heard for a long time. She turned away first, biting hard on her bottom lip and fighting back the tears that had been locked away so long ago. Leave, her mind told her and she began to walk away. 'Don't go,' he said quietly. His mind spun as he reached out to catch hold of her hand. She started, but she did not turn back. 'Turn around and look at me, please,' his deep voice broke. Slowly, she turned back and looked at his familiar face, which fresh tears had stained. He placed her palm on his chest, right over his heart. 'In here, there's you,' he whispered softly. As he took her, sobbing, into his arms, the solitary silence turned into the synchronised thumping of their hearts."
Awwwww! Idea adapted from You're Beautiful, ep 14. haha.. Can't stop doing what Peiwen calls sha siao now. HAHAHA!
I had a VERY eventful day with my handphone today. Messages just kept flowing in and out. Well, whatever. Uh, to all those who recieved replies only after a few minutes, it was because I was listening to my phone ring and singing along. Oops.. Anyway, I was kinda frustrated halfway through and vented my anger on the piano. I was surprised that my neighbours didn't come and complain about that awful Canon in D. Anyway, I was fine like 10 mins after that. The piano works wonders. Yeah, then lots of stuff happened and I think I was kind of misunderstood by Ben and the rest. I was frustrated, yeah, but I think my message was not phrased correctly.
If your heart's not in it, then there's no point. I'm tired of asking..
Apparently this was what I wrote on fb, and I sent them a similar message. Then Ahma was like, you angry ah. And Ben was worried cause he saw my status on fb. But my point of sending that message was not to get you guys to go. It was because I felt that if you didn't want to go, then just tell me straight out. I don't want to turn one whole big round and end up having you tell me you're not going. Yes, I know I'm being downright selfish now. So, sorry guys. I didn't want that message to make you feel guilty and go because of that. I was just thinking that if everyone was not in the mood for it, or if only a few people were, then there's no point going cause your minds will not be there. We could always just go another time. I'm not sure if you guys misinterpreted or not, so I'm just explaining my part.
Okay. Reckon that this episode's over. Lately, I think, I've been having terrible mood-swings. One minute I can be freaking mad and the next I'll be smiling nonchalantly. And I mean the timings are rather accurate, in a literal way. I guess most of my friends know this, but I work on emotions. When I'm seriously happy, like the bouncing-off-the-walls kind of happy, I think even if the sky were to collapse, I'll be still laughing away like an idiot. And somehow everything goes well, tests, exams (Well, if I studied, that is) and events. But when I'm seriously angry at someone or something and I'm on the verge of exploding like a volcano, anyone who cuts in when my thermometer hits 100K will get it from me, and I mean anyone, even if you're my best friend or whatsoever. Well, family's another thing. Depends on the situation, actually. If I'm feel that I'm disadvantaged in that kind of situation, well, get ready to taste my wrath. But I cool down very quickly. And if I was in the wrong too, then of course there'll be an apologising session. Actually when I think about it, I'm really very fearful of people getting angry with me. Idk why. But yeah, unless I'm angry too, then I'll be like who cares the heck about you cause I'm damn pissed off myself! Maybe this is a good thing, maybe it isn't. There ain't anything in this world that is fully right or wrong. It all depends on each being's perspective. But I like the way I am, so WHO CARES! ;D
