Sorry..

I was ignorant. And up till now, I have completely no idea when was it when my humility, my strength and my perseverance were devoured. I've become arrogant even though I have nothing to be proud of. I've become so vulnerable that I cannot stand myself. And each time a trial came, I gave up even before trying. I allowed myself to stray so far and even lose sight of the right path. I've been such a hypocrite. I promised that I would change, yet I didn't. Your forgiveness was taken for granted. The loneliness of this journey is taking over my mind. I'm losing myself. The void in my heart has opened once again. I've become stagnant. The inertia is too great for me to overcome alone. Please lend me some of your strength. I'm desperate. I can't think straight anymore. I'm sorry. I'm really sorry. I am wrong. I beg for Your forgiveness. I'm overwhelmed with fear and an unbearable sadness. My heart is crying. Save me. Please.. Because I know, You're the only one who can do it.