"I'm a daughter hiding my depression, a sister making a good impression, I'm the girl sitting next to you, I'm the one asking you to care, I'm your best friend hoping you'll be there."

I used to be this. I used to pretend. But I realised how I couldn't even stand myself. I had became someone I hated. How foolish, I told myself. And now, I still continue to be unable to tolerate this kind of people.Cause they just shout FAKE. And doing plastic surgery 10 times more can't even make them any faker.

If you're so much in pain, seek help. Don't wait for some knight in shining armor to save you. Cause lemme tell you, there is no such person who can save someone who refuses to be saved. And nobody will ever understand your pain. So stop wallowing in self-pity and get real.