Just go away..

I love you, doggie.. I'm tired. But thanks for your presence. It's enough..


Yes, I'm NOT dumb. I know what I want. I know how I should be. I know. But do you know that I know? Do you even care? Oh, why should you care? When you haven't in such a long time. Don't you think this kind of attitude is so hypocritical? You are so fake and you don't even know it. Please wake up. Grow up. Trying to lecture me when you can't even handle yourself? I find your "Questions of concern" not needed, not appreciated and especially disgusting. Just get out. Walk far away, far far away. And never come back. Don't talk to me if you don't want to. You don't have to pretend now that you know I know you're pretending. So just stop. Just stop bothering me.

I don't need a "Friend" like you. I'm tired. I'm begging you. Do yourself a favor, do me one. Just stop talking to me, just stop calling me, just step out totally of my life. Don't waver between wanting to leave and sitting on the fence because our "Friendship" is wow, oh-so-long. If you're persisting on a relationship because it's long and not because it's sincere, then just stop. Cause you're not taking your friend's feeling into consideration. Do you know how insensitive that it? Oh, I bet you don't. You never do, do you? It was always like that, and I predict it will always be. Because leopards never change their spots. And you won't. Not while you're as ignorant as this. But then again, did you even treat me as a friend? Hah, maybe we weren't ever friends.

You know, I think you think I'm dumb. But the point is, if you really have the time to go and think about whether I am dumb or not, then that is REALLY dumb. Just because I think and believe that ignorance is better sometimes rather than caring about every single thing is this world does NOT mean that I don't. But you really think I do, you are seriously dumb.